Monday, February 20, 2012

What's wrong with me?

So lately I have been really stressed out with school. I have been absent a few days here and there because I have to go to my specialist for my stomach because I have a digestive problem. Anyway I have alot of wok to do, and i have to force myself everyday to get up and do it. Th teachers are buts and dont help me either! I mean I think I'm burnt out, or really stressed. I also get really bad anxiety and freak out. Anyway lately all I want to do is sit in my room and play my guitar, I don't care about my grades anymore. There not slipping terribly but I have to force myself to get anything done. I feel like my teachers and the adults misled me. They said freshman year that if u don't get into advanced classes,and have atleast a 90 gpa then ur a **** up and will always be one that works at mcdonalds pretty much. So my whole high school career up intill now(I'm a junior) I would run that whole thing in my head and work myself so hard IDE freak out about my grades and get anxiety. Now I realize that just because u get 80s ur not a **** up and ur life won't be screwed.I think I had an apithamy that there is so much more to life, and it's okay to make mistakes because everyone does. I feel like that, and the fact that I'm goingto community college-for a year because of money makes me have no motivation. Sorry that this is long and all, but do u think somethings wrong with me for having this realization and not caring so much in school?What's wrong with me?
I don't think that anything is wrong with you. The only person that can tell you how to live your life is you. As long as you are doing what you want (or, at least, striving to do so), then I think that you are doing great.What's wrong with me?
I dont think anything is wrong with you. You have expirenced to much school work, at to much of a gay level. advanced classes are not the way to go expecially all at once, get throug this year, next take lower classes and i promise you wont work at mcdonalds as an adult! other than that its not the end your only a freshman you have a long time to go before its over!What's wrong with me?
I dont think anythings wrong with you

school is stressful

--everybody starts to not care at somepoint

as for the stomach problems, i have the same thing and it does add to the stress no matter what other people sayWhat's wrong with me?
Nah, everyone get apathetic at some point. Besides you're doing great, hell, I just passes chemistry with a D, cuz it's a damn hard class. Will I have to work at McDonald's? No.

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